"Well-behaved women rarely make history..."

Friday 29 January 2010

I have had an internet-blockage the past couple of days.. And wow, I'm addicted to the internet! I've never felt so alone without internet. No facebook first of all, no Lectio so I couldn't even check my homework, no blogging, no net-window-shopping, NO UPDATES.. It was terrifying, it really was.
- Yes, I'm addicted to updates. Wether it's fashion updates, make-up updates, friends updates or just gossip.. It doesn't matter. It's not because I have to get updates all the times like cigarettes, but that I don't have the opportunity to go get updates.. That's what's terrifying!

Monday 25 January 2010

You would not believe your eyes, if ten million fireflies lit up the world as I fell asleep. 'Cause they'd fill the open air and leave tear drops everywhere. You'd think me rude but I would just stand and stare.

I'd like to make myself believe that planet Earth turns, slowly. It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep. 'Cause everything is never as it seems.

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs from ten thousand lightning bugs, as they tried to teach my how to dance. A foxtrot above my head. A sock-hop beneath my bed. The disco ball is just hanging by a thread.

I'd like to make myself believe that planet Earth turns, slowly. It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep. 'Cause everything is never as it seems when I fall asleep.

Leave my door open just a crack. 'Cause I feel like such an insomniac. Why do I tire of counting sheep? When I'm far too tired to fall asleep.

To ten million fireflies. I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes. I got misty eyes as they said farewell.

But I'll know where several are. If my dreams get real bizarre. 'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar.

I'd like to make myself believe that planet Earth turns, slowly. It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep. 'Cause everything is never as it seems.

I'd like to make myself believe that planet Earth turns, slowly. It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep. Because my dreams are bursting at the seams.
Memories, memories, memories. My day has been full of them..

Sunday 24 January 2010


♡ Depuis 07.01.08
So.. Today is sunday. It's grey and completely silent. I hate sundays. Sundays are synonyms for hungovers, laziness, boredom, homeworks, tracksuits, complaining parents, bad breath, cleaning, and not to mention no one to do these things with..

New start 28.02.10


I'm 18. I have decided to keep track of my life. My youth. My start. My new life.
My new life is starting 28.02.10 at 23:55. To be continued...